I'm feeling a bit confused as I type this. The reasons and particulars behind it aren't something I want to mention here, but suffice to say, I grow weary of being taken for granted by the ones I give my all for. It's a disheartening feeling...
It's like they think I'm made of stone and steel, strong enough to withstand anything. I wish that was the case, then I wouldn't be feeling confused, I wouldn't flinch, I wouldn't hurt.
Even if all this is based in misunderstanding, or circumstances I'm unaware of, the pattern is there. I don't know how much more I can realistically take, without either breaking, or lashing out.
Again, life is hard.
I wish I was a stone.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Friday, November 25, 2005
I'm a nerd/geek...
Modern, Cool Nerd
65 % Nerd, 86% Geek, 30% Dork
For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.
Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)!
OK...now you go take it.
Nerd, Geek or Dork Test
65 % Nerd, 86% Geek, 30% Dork
For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.
Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)!
OK...now you go take it.
Monday, November 14, 2005
Not so well...
I haven't posted much lately. I guess I've been pretty lethargic about most things, including this. Exhaustion almost. Just keep trudging along the rocky path, hoping that I'll come across some place I find familiar, or at least gives me some kind of direction, but nope...I feel just as lost as ever. I keep looking for a point, but I just keep feeling downtrodden and confused. My eye hurts...
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